So, I have been watching One Tree Hill and went completely obsessive immediately. That happens when you have no other life! When I was in school I did not watch much tv at all, or read for fun. When I do stickers I watch a lot of tv but I am making money and doing something. Now...I am sitting in this chair wasting away as a chair potato!! I have been talking to my enrollment specialist about starting school again, but I would be lying if I told you I had not thought of what that would do to my tv watching that I am now addicted to lol.
I have gone thru many stages over the last several years but now I seem to be in full hiding mode. I have been processing to work thru it so I do not fulfill my full on hermit mode dream. Hermit has always been a dream, woods, cabin, garden, barn, self sufficient except the once a month trip to town...but here I am in the middle of town and if I did not have to go to work I would never leave. I understand that this is not healthy. I also realize that escaping in books, shows, movies etc is not healthy. But I truly do like their life better than mine, and think even the issues, being different than mine are better. Don't get me wrong, I have a ton of things to be thankful for. My girls and grand kids are top of the list. Son in laws, job, home, comforts, car, friends, the list goes on and on. It is just easier not to worry about things I am not doing or did do. I do realize that time on this earth is not endless and I need to stop this cycle. Now, to start....
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