Stupid Day

There are times when you wake up and feel good and are ready to take the world by storm. There are times that you are still sleepy, not feeling well, just do not want to get out of bed, and as I say far to often, the list goes on and on. Today I was so tired, I had no desire to get up. This could have been due to the late night/early morning, or due to the fact that I had therapy this morning, or because I had to see the lawyer after?? Not sure but because I had a commitment, I rolled out. (actually I put the leg rest down and stood up as I was in the chair)

I have cancelled several appointments lately. Eva is back in the hospital, and Mike works all day and then stops to see Eva, sometimes until late and goes straight to bed when he gets home, so it is really easy to never leave. I have my fridge stocked with salads, celery, carrots, cucumbers, almond milk, lunch meat etc. so I have zero reason to leave for sustenance. I purposely shopped wisely, so as to only have good choices when needing something to munch on.

However, on Tuesday I was so mad at myself for not getting even one treat at the store that I ordered a bag of M&Ms from Wal-Mart and had them ship it!! It was supposed to arrive today...I can officially say, this is the rock bottom of my addiction and desire never to leave the house combined!! WOW!

So that said, Texas does not have good donuts in my opinion. TONS of donut places, tons. But for me they are not good, everything has filling..yuk. the Kolache's is the big thing, and I am not all that fond of them. But next to the hair place we go to there is a little donut shop that oh my oh my does indeed make really good donuts, but thankfully they close at 1. So by the time I talk myself into leaving the house, if I do, it is generally later than 1, so I have missed a lot of opportunities. My lawyer happens to be near there, so when I schedule appts. I make them late enough that even if I leave a bit early it will be too late. as a side note - this is a sad way to live lol - However, today I had to go to the lawyers to drop off a paper, and I was not making a second trip out of the house, and therapy is at 11 so...I now have a dozen donuts sitting next to me. If the M&Ms are on the porch, it could be an all out sugar coma tonight.

OK...so the reason I got on is because I cannot get on minecraft, have not been able to for a few days. Today I was so tired of the other stupid games and cleaning I have been doing and boredom I have been experiencing that I read how to start a server, which version, which plug ins, and a whole lot of other things, so I made a minecraft world I could get on .... of course I got a free one and it expires in an hour, although you just need to renew, and then I gave myself admin privileges but I do not know what to do with them lol It is so much easier when I have hw, and a purpose to sitting here on the computer all day.....so the day is just a stupid waste of a day and I hope that tomorrow is better.