Wish I had a clue

I truly wish I had a clue...a clue about what I should do .... ever

I am an epic failure when it comes to making decisions about my life. This statement does not surprise anyone who knows me. I do not trust myself to make the correct decision. I dislike confrontation, I dislike disappointing anyone, and I would like to do multiple things at once so that I do not face either of those things. And there is the added bonus that I want to do the fun part of everything and not the hard part too.

I just get overwhelmed, confused, and end up ignoring all of the decisions that need to be made. I make hints apparently, not actual full statements. This leaves everyone concerned as confused as I am. It also allows me to ignore the situation until someone else solves it for me...

I wish I could have it all. I wish I could live near everyone and spend equal parts fun, helping, and visiting with everyone. I wish...unicorns and rainbows...