Saturday, February 4, 2017

Daytime sleeping

So...I have taken up waking up to my computer in my lap with my hand poised over it, like I was just about to write something else. Things are being adjusted and I am almost better so this should stop, however, I fell asleep during my final today so that was not so good. Luckily I woke up before it was over and I clicked some answers...not my best score but I got a high B or low A depending on if she pads any. I had an 89.97% which is .03% lower than a B, however, because of my effort in the class he gave me an A.

Anyway, I had a nightmare while napping, which is yet another reason not to take naps, adding another opportunity to have a nightmare, YUK!!

I was over at Eva's friends helping her clean and she was resisting change lol fun! I was trying to wash some dishes and Donovan was helping dry. I told him to go away and he went into the bedroom to sleep. Meaghan and Heather, and Christian were there to ask my girls to go camping, and during the conversation I was looking for a bathroom that was not overrun with clothes and junk. I went into a room with a closet door, which turned out to be a bathroom. I was thinking, how much Ashley would love having the bathroom in her room so she would never have to come out until she was done, then I realized that she was married and did not live with me anymore and never would. I woke up crying. Ugh, so this is what an empty nester that does not even have a home dreams of??? Crazy stuff. I am used to this type of nightmare about Donovan now. I still have the violent, awful ones, but I have switched to a string of ones in which he is just there, and says he always will be. I move, he is there checking out the place, in the background, but there. ETC. you get the picture. However, I do not want to grow old and look forward to adding daytime nightmare naps to my schedule!!

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