Day 29 - A Picture of Yourself

Since this is not a photography challenge anymore I assume this is more of a verbal description.

I am a 52 year old single mother and grandmother. I am a full-time student with a 3.74 GPA in the last year +. Not bad for someone that has always considered herself less than intelligent, and not smart enough to even hold conversations with those that I consider are. Someone that feels she has nothing to add to any conversation, work project, or social setting. Someone who lacks confidence in social settings to the point of panic that someone may ask me a question that I cannot answer or will sound dumb doing so, or that will just fumble because they are someone I figure is better than me. I am someone that has good intentions but rarely follows thru for one reason or another. Someone that I consider selfish in so many ways. Someone that I felt tried, but when I look back, I feel differently. Someone that is trying to fix the negative thoughts in the way that others think I should, and that supposedly will help. I am trying to fix the physical items as well so I can live longer to see my kids accomplish so much more than I ever dreamed possible for them, and become so much more than I could have hoped for. To watch my grandkids do even more than their parents because they can be better than them even. Although they will have to reach for the stars for that.